7.25.2005

in a funk

mood: meh
listening to: nothing as of yet

It seems that being depressed and/or in a funk is going around these days. I don't know what it is, but I am tired of feeling like this. I never seem to get enough sleep because I wake up tired every morning. I don't know if I am not sleeping well or what. I know I have had a lot on my mind lately...especially money. The whole money thing is so stressful, even though we are making huge headway on it. I guess I just can't see the end in sight yet, and it scares me. Dustin and I talked a little about it last nite...he could tell I was not myself. I also worry about he & I. This fall is going to be super busy for him and I do not look forward to having to adjust to his not being there a lot. I know it will all work out, but it is going to be hard to adjust after having him home the past two months. I wonder if I should find something to do after work to keep me busy. I know I need to start going to church choir again...that would at least give me something to do one night a week. I am also worried about not seeing Erin as much once she moves. I am so happy for her and hope she can move to Marble Falls, but I will miss seeing her. It's been so nice to have her just down the road...I wubs my Erin. *smooch*

Anyway...I'll stop being a downer. I guess I just needed to vent and I need to figure out how to get myself out of this mood I am in.

1 comment:

laurie_pooh said...

Maybe a road trip to Lewisville with get you out of your funk? I'm sure we can find all kinds of trouble to get into, er I mean stay out of. ;)